07 May 2011

rest in silence

when everything become not same like the past
when no one hold my hands like usual
when no "goodmorning" text while I woke up
when no one care me if i'm sick
when my phone is ringing, and it's not you
when the tears run down my face, it's for you
when I need a shoulder to crying on, and you're not in my side
when I get bored, you're not here for entertaint me
when I laughed of loud, just because your jokes

I love the way you love me
I love the way you take care for me
and when I know, you leave me just for someone else.
my life is mean nothing
like the sky is falling down
but who wants to be a loser girl?
I'M NOT!

i don't care, leave me alone. just go with yours!
I will proof that I can stronger without you
I will proof that I much better than before
I will proof that the decision that you made is truly wrong
you walk in a wrong way
just go back. but not to me. just walk in a right way.

I still have many bestfriend who support me if i'm fall
I love my bestfriend more than I love someone who love me
I will not leave my bestfriend, for sure.
but, from of all people who ever I know, I want you to know. I do love you, boy. but, i did it yesterday.
altough just pain in my heart, my heart will give you apologize for everything that you did to me.
when i'm feel colder without you, I still have my friends, they make me feel warm. i just realize that my friends is more than important than you!! thank's for everyting

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